It just feels impersonal and stuff and I’m not aiming for sounding like the whole cliche ‘GAH I HATE MY FACE TELL ME I’M PRETTY’ syndrome because I really don’t go in for that, but I just like having an internet outlet at which to vent my frustration that the things I share elsewhere online actually kind of suck- but that is my own fault, and instead of telling strangers how much this frustrates me I should probably pour that time and energy into remedying it. So yeah. Shut up Becky and get off the internet.
somebody tell me where to go from here (thank goodness I have some commissioned [sort-of] projecty things lined up) in the mean time let me film things from my life and edit them into things that are of no interest to anybody who isn’t in them because I excel at that